记得。我爱你❤

2010-05-01T22:09:00.000+10:00

已经好久没来写了
因为太忙。。也因为不想写了
在这个月里发生了很多事
有开心的也有烦恼的~
呵呵

可是今天也不想写太多 ~

加油吧！郭虹霞！！！神爱你！

NEW REVIVAL!

2010-03-27T01:53:00.000+11:00

(GREAT FUTURE IS AHEAD OF HER !!!she is the one whom GOD loves !!!!!)

MINDSET IS VERY VERY IMPT!

if you think you cnt...
you will definitely cnt!
if you think you can!
no matter how bad the situation you are in.
you will STILL CAN MAKE IT!

thats what i experienced these few weeks!
because of the mindset thingy,.
i am really very very down~!!
and i really hate it when i down when there is not even anything happened!!! -.-
and i realised that.i had been thinking negatively that few weeks!!!
when i did my QT (quiet time,which is the time i spent with the lord.)
i read a book,and it also talks about the negative thinking and the spiritual warfare!!

i had forgten that i am in a spiritual warfare all the times!
and now i was woke up by the words of the Lord !
i shold STOP thinking of the negative things !and stop thinking im just in a process ! (it had became a very very bad excuse for myself !）i dunwan to use that as another excuse!
cos i believe that ,in a situation,we can be like David ! he PRAISES the Lord even when he is in a bad times !I can do that toooo!!!

so,from tdy onward! i want to jiayou ! i want to reject all the temptations with God's help! for He is WITH ME ,AND NO ONE CAN STOP ME !!!!

JIAYOU ESTHER GUO HONG XIA ! GOD IS WITH YOU ! HE WILL HELP YOU WIN ALL THE BATTLES YOU ARE FACING ! AMEN !!! =DDD

i want to do my QT everyday! say NO to temptations!!!!!!

zoo~~~ 15march!

2010-03-18T00:49:00.000+11:00

FIRST DAY OF MARCH HOLIDAY!!

i went to the zoo with ERIC AND ELISSA!!!

haha !

all thanks to elissa for hlping me to take alll these photos!!

haha

i really have fun over there!! ahha

eventhough is tiring ~

bt worth it~ =D

yeah!!!!

2010-03-11T23:40:00.002+11:00

many things happened

2010-03-04T01:10:00.000+11:00

there is so many things going on in my life for this year,

one thing after another.

when one thing was solved.

the other thing was ready for me to over come again

soo many things

that makes me cried more and more this year

things seem to come one after another

it seems to be a never ending thing

so much that i feel vry numb

numb

is scary

i dunno what i feel

not thinking of anything anymore

just blank

heart dunhave the up and downs

just blank

i believe there will be more things happen...

and i thank God for them.

i know through all this

i will be stronger

so that

i can face the future with a confidence heart

God is preparing me for a GREAT work

i know this is not going to pull me down

i had stand up so many times

and i will be able to stand up again this time

for my lord is with me

and he is my strength

look at the stars ~ =D

2010-03-02T00:55:00.001+11:00

how i wish i can be like this girl in the picture..

sit at a quiet place and look at the stars..

its such a peaceful picture=)

look at the stars in the sky

how beautiful it is~~~

how i wish i can do tat =D

how i wish i can find a place which is full of stars in the sky!!!!

yeah!~~~~

when things doesnt seem well
God is there!
He is there to encourage me ~
He is there to cheer me on!!!

becos of him
i will not fall~
cos before i fall
He will be the one who will hold me tigtly~

even if i fall
His hand is still there
to pull me up~
and renew my strenth again!!

He is a GREAT GOD!!

He will be the one who guides me till the very last day of my life.
until i see Him face to face~
thank you father!
you are great! =)

yeah!!
all the things will be fine!! woohoo!! =DDD

tmr is gonna be a great great day!! =)

2010-02-28T00:26:00.000+11:00

hahahah!

i love the leaves of the tree!!

it looks like the stars !! =DDD

hmm

it has been a longgggg time since i wrote on this blog..

i was too lazy to update what happen in my daily life le..haha =p

everything wents pretty well

i had found back the way to God

i was lost and messy last week..

and now was good!!

hahah

tdy went to eat dinner with kairos ppl...=D

eh,....my brain was blank...dunno what to write le la...

cos too slpy,,hahah

i shld write until here then =)

bye!!!

i go slppp le !

wahahha

velvet valentine's day

2010-02-18T23:38:00.000+11:00

hmm

looking forward to saturday!!

hahah =DD

cant wait to see P.E band play the song "yellow"

yeha !!

hahah

i think im gonna scream(if my throat allows)

and im looking foward to the msg Si Er is going to share!

i had nvr heard b4 of what God is going to bless things like "BGR"

HAHHA

i think it will be interesting ..right ?hahh a=D

and i really cant wait to see all my sophia menbers!!!

missed everyone of them badly~~~=DDD

heheh

lets wait and see what are the cool stuffs going to happen on SATURDAY !

fever ...but healed! =D

2010-02-17T18:21:00.000+11:00

hmm
today nvr go sch ~~
cos i was down by fever...
ytd night was really a nightmare to me~~
the whole night i was very very hot...even my hand is hot ~~
and dumb dumb me still dunno tat i have fever .... =p

until this morning...when i woke up
i went to drink water...and then i wanted to vomit after drinking...hais...i dunlike tat feeling...

then i went to sleep again...
and still nvr measure the temperature..-.-(ya,...very dumb..)

around 9, i finally go measure my temperature! -.-
and it was 38.7 at first ...
then i dunno whetr 38.7 isit have fever or not,,(very dumb)
in the end i know tat i have fever..cos my mummy say one... =p

ya...then i just keep measuring,,,,hoping the degree and decrease
and it goes up to 39.2 or more.

then i asked all my dear sophia girls to help me pray !!!
really love them lots ~!!
cos they sent me encourage msgs!!~
i was very touched by them ...i dunthink i can find such a great sisters else where le !

also ,,,there is something realy touches my heart...
it was my mum
when she know tat i was having fever...
then she was very worried..
ahd she said ..she would rather want me to have no sickness and she have all the sickness ..
now i know how much tat she really loves me!
she was very very worried ...eventhough i am old enough to take care myself le..

and this reminds me how much can my Father in heaven loves me and cares for me~~

thank God for all the ppl he has placed in my life~
every single one of them was a BLESSING FROM GOD !

thank you !!

2010-02-16T22:03:00.000+11:00

YEAH ! I WENT TO WATCHED AVATAR!!1
it was really nice!! hahahha =DDD

hmm
bt the bad thing is ...i sick...
and i was keep coughing while watching the movie... =p
hhahah!!!

btu tdy was a fun day !! =DD

hehe ! my valentine's day

2010-02-15T01:07:00.000+11:00

look at the sky!!! nice right !?!?(at westcoast park）

haha ! me and xiao ting! =DD

hehehe! i love the sky !! =DD

hehehe! =DD sky again!

roar!!! we are both FEMALE TIGER ! HAHAHAH =P

nice flowers !! hahah =p

same clothes!!! =DDD

hahah ! yaya..i took photo on the mrt ! =pp

hahah ! me me me

2010-02-13T23:03:00.001+11:00

hmm!
now was waiting for my mum and aunty to finish cooking!!! haha

abit hungry~~~
haha

hows your dinner??
have fun???
hahha !

=))

if you be my star ,i will be your star

2010-02-12T23:50:00.000+11:00

if you'll be my star
i'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when i turn jet black and you show off your light
i live to let you shine
and you can sky-roket away from me
never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remenber you by
if you be my boat
i will be your sea

2010-02-11T01:56:00.000+11:00

nice ~ but very sad~~ =(
hahha

2010-02-11T01:50:00.000+11:00

FULL OF STARS !!

HOW I WISH I CAN SPEND JUST ONE NIGHT THERE!!

it will be super duper nice lo !!

if go there with your friends i think it will be cool too right !? haha

if you can spend your honey moon there will be cool too right ?!!?

sooo mny stars ! ahha =p

it is sooo romantic! wahah

hmm...dunno,...i just like it alot !!! haha =p

2010-02-09T22:56:00.000+11:00

如果。能走在海边看星星

让那海风轻轻的吹过。让它轻轻的抚摸我们的脸。

如果。能让你懂我是多么多么的喜欢它

如果。能跟你一起手牵着手走下去。走到我们都老了

而星星它还会一直亮着。

如果。一切都像想象中的那么美好。。。

如果。能让时间停留在那一刻。。那么我会好好的守着那一刻

世界一直在变。

一起来守护我们的那一刻。

那珍贵的一刻

stars

2010-02-08T01:09:00.000+11:00

woah !

is this very very nice?

look at the stars !!

they are hanging on the trees!!!

woah! how nice is it !

this pic is found by elissa

she know that i love stars.

so when she found this pic.

she gave me the link to get it ~ hahaha

i really love it !

stars have a special meaning to me~

i like the way the stars shine!

i like the way they blink！

and i love the creator of the stars!!!

he is great !!

and he is JESUS

thank you lord,

thanks for placing the stars in the sky,

and thank you for letting me love the stars lord! =D

avatar !!! =D

2010-02-06T12:54:00.000+11:00

pretty right ?! she's very cool

hahaha !

ohmygosh !! i really love this !! cos the thingy looks like STARS !! he is like holding the stars in his hands !!!! nice !!! how i wish i can do that ! hhaha =D\

who wants to go watch AVATAR with me !!?!?!?

ah !!!

i really wish i can go !!! =D

its really very very very nice show !!! ahhaha
ah !! i want go watch watch ~~~~

cookies

2010-02-02T00:41:00.000+11:00

AH!!

i want to eat coooookiiiie!!!! =D

hmmm....

now was waiting for weiyang to bake for me ! (i asked him to bake..)

hahha

=ppp

ahhh!!! can someone deliver to me now???．．．

dance !＝Ｄ

2010-01-30T03:35:00.000+11:00

hahah ！

this is what happened when there is a laptop which can take pic...

and this is what happened when the two girl is tired of their dance..

and this is what happened when two girls are "zi lian"...

wahahahah !

＝p

we actly wanted to start the song and take video of the dance steps...

then i press the camera instead of the video cam... haha =p

then..thats how we start taking photo ....=ppp

actly i wanted to take more..but eilssa stoped me ... -.-/// (actly gt 7 photos.)

hahah !

today was full of dance..

until now the music of the dance was still playing in my head! haha !

my leg was very very aching right now fue to the 7 hours of practice!

hah

i ate 2 packs of chicken rice and 2 bottle of waters

and elissa drink 4 bottles of water! haha =)

it was really a cool and fun day,eventhough the dance may be tiring

but when we can follow the music with teh dance steps ...that feeling was really GREAT ! =D

hah ！ need more practice!!! =D

SKY !

2010-01-28T23:38:00.000+11:00

NICE ??? I TOOK IT !! =DDDD

WAHAHA ! I WAS REALLY HAPPY TO SEE THIS ! =)

THIS ONE IS VERY VERY BEAUTIFUL RIGHT ?? =)

I LOVE THE SKY .THE CLOUDS AND THE SATRS !!!!!=D

durian!

2010-01-28T23:31:00.002+11:00

wahhahah ! DURIAN!

i brought this ytd! haha

that is first time in my life i brought it !(tats y i took this pic.=p)

haha

hmm..when i went into the church room..

teh ppl inside there was like...

"eh,, y got durian?.."

hahah !

=ppp

the durian taste quite nice!

but got some is bitter one! -.-

heheh

yaya

a brand new year ! brand new day ! =)

2010-01-24T10:47:00.000+11:00

a brand new day has began!~

all the things has pass.

i learnt alot in the 5 months!~

and now,

i am ready to do the things God wants me to do

my hearts are really free for him.

my hands are free. =)

Lord,use me ~

really wants to thank Eunice

she has been a great leader to me

if not her who kept praying for me

i think i wont be able to focus on god~

really thank her that she just been there

and kept the promises i request

really thank god for her~!!

wooohooo!

today its like a new year for me !

thank god!yipppppepepepe=)))

2010-01-24T03:03:00.000+11:00

yeah ! today its really a great day for me !
God is really great !
he not only heals the physical,but he heals the hurt inside .

and he healed me ! and bring me through thie 5 months!
and it really great !
that im really really set free1!!!!

thank God !

LET PRAISES GO UP TO THE HEAVEN ,
TO PRAISE THE GOD WHO RULES OVER ALL THINGS!

thank god for his protection!

2010-01-20T19:54:00.000+11:00

hmm ！
this few days was really scary !!!
cos i always get hurt !!! (ahhh!!!)

especially ytd
when i was having volleyball training.
and then i was doing push ups(which means my head facing down)
in the court there is still training going on.
and a girl,who was chasing after a ball.
and she only focus on the ball.......
then.....
*bang !!!*
my head SUPER PAIN after the *bang*(nt gun shot hor.)
then many ppl all crowd around me '
cos the girl who chasing the ball
and she didnt saw me.
and just kicked me!!!(her kneel kicked right on my head!)
and she even feel super pain(her kneel)

at that moment,i was really scared...cos i scared my head will bleed..=(
but thank god that it never bleed!
haha
but it swoollleeeeenn...haha

theres a miracle behind that
actly i suppose to do 3 push-ups.
and at that moment,theres a voice telling me to do 4.
so i just did 4 lo.(cos no big deal)
then it was at the 4th push-up.she kicked me
i really cant imagine what will happen if i do 3 times instead of 4..
if i do 3 push-ups.that means i will be getting up from the floor.....
and the girl who chase the ball.will surely kick right on my face!!!!

i really cant imagine....cos my head was swollen after she kicked me...
and what more if she kicked my face????!!
i think either my face will swollen,or my nose will break..

really thank God for protecting me !!

haha ! and today when i go to school.
the girl who kicked me was asking if i ok or not...
then i just said my head still pain! hah
=ppp
but you know what...even she said her leg was painful!!!=(
sooo sorry,,,,sorry for making your leg painful...

2010-01-16T13:19:00.000+11:00

i love this song!!!!

you know why ?

haha

cos the song lyries got "star"in it !hahha

but really la

when weiyang ask me to go listen.

then he show me the link

and then at first i wasnt that interested.

when i saw the "star"

i was like "woah star "

hahha

lol..(yaya。abit crazy..=pp)

but i like the music also ! very nice!=D

2010-01-16T13:14:00.002+11:00

2010-01-15T01:46:00.000+11:00

wah !!! all of them are soooo NICE!!!

haha !

nice right ???!??

school uni with the tie =p

2010-01-12T00:03:00.000+11:00

hahhaha ! this is how i look like when i am with the school tie!

woah! teh tie was really very hard to tie sia!

(hah ! yay ,the tie was someone from the upper sec help me tie one.=p)

haha

u'r right !

MIRROR　AGAIN!=P

hahah

I dun like to wear the sch tie !

its really very very very hot when i wear it !

cos i got to button up alll my buttons ! =(

haha

2010-01-11T23:22:00.000+11:00

this morning ,while i was sleeping.

then i felt something in my mouth.(blood)

then i was waken up by it (i was quite familiar with this flowing of blood)

cos last last year ,i use to bleed every single night ,for around few weeks

so when i woke up,and i stand up

and the blood was like a flow of water which keep running out

and it is really alot .

the pic you see may nt be that much ,cos i was cleaning my nose infront of the bin b4 i go to the basin

and when i look into the mirror,

and the blood just keep flowing down and down

it will flow from my nose to my mouth and then drop to the ground

it flows in a fast speed

and its really alot

when i look at myself in the mirror

it was as if i had been beaten up

(i didnt take the photo )cos its quite scary

and the thing i worry was that

whenever i bleed ,

it was always my left nose

and it is always alot alot

it is like splashing out(without the tissue) when i breathe out

and when the first time i bleed this way was 2 years back

it was because of a guy in my volleyball team(pri sch)

he serve a ball ,which is very very hard and strong,

and it hit right onto my face

and it started bleeding.and it was left nose

after that first time

my nose starts to bleed

and it was almost every single day or 2 day it will bleed once

and the blood is really like splashing out

and my whole dustbin will have lots of blood on it

so ,after that .

everytime when i bleed ,it will be left nose

and it will bleed terribly .

this is how fast the blood flow out of my nose when there is no tissue

and it just so fast that it drops so many onto the basin

isit too many for a normal bleeding ?

its like every tissue i used it absorbs so much blood..

haha ! but i dont worry at all ! cos GOD will heal me ! =D

Jesus is the healer !

i stopped the terrible bleeding simpily bcos i prayed! and it heals!=D

hah

GOD　IS GREAT!=D

campfire

2010-01-11T22:46:00.000+11:00

this is the last day of Sec 1 orientation.

it helds on last friday,8 Jan

hah

STAR BOOM is the theme of the year !

hah

it sounds cool right ?=D

yay ! i had a really great time during the camp fire ! =D

haha ! fun day ! =D

2010-01-07T02:14:00.000+11:00

this is what happened when we got bored! haha

the vampire teeth ~! both of us became VAMPIRE !

becarefullll !!! hahahah =pppp

lol!

(its just sweets!)hahah =p

hahah ! "the longest tongue in the world! ~~"

hahah !

my "new name"=p

b4 prayer starts..

so,i took this photo with the BIG BIG lollipop which contains lots of small "lollipop babies!"

...while i was going to take,the old mummy come -.-///

thats why you see her appeared in the photo..(haiyo,the photo will be nice without her..hahaha ! kdkdkd !!)

do i look like someone is going to cook???

hahha

or do i look more like a maid? hahah =p

this dress belongs to elissa!

it was a nice dress...

but dunno y come to me...it turns out to be like tat ...looks like maid! hahah =p

hahahah !

we took this photo in the lot 1's toilet !!!

i like this pic!

eventhough im not looking at the camera !-.-///

hahhahah !

nice photo !

yaya,we blocked ppl's way while taking this photo ..hahah..

we caused a "trafic jam "in the toilet ! =plollolol

1st day of school! =)

2010-01-04T22:16:00.001+11:00

yaya !

this is how XinYi and me look like after wearing school uniform!

hahaha

today both of us late for school for 25 mins !!!

hahah

cos the bus was FULL of our school ppl..then we cant squeze in ..

so the bus "ran " away

we got to wait for another bus lo

but i think there is 50 over ppl late due to the "escaping" of the bus(haha )

this whole week will be orientation

today was the first day of orientation

it was vry bored~~~

keep walking around

and blah blah blah..

bored and tired~!! =(

anyway,i got to know many new friends over there! happy ! =D

NAILS

2010-01-03T23:18:00.002+11:00

LONG and NICE!! =D I LIKE

❤

eh....the long finger nails had been cut off....-.-///

(heart broke)

AHHHH！！！！　ITS GONE! AND THE PINK PINK POLISH IS GONE TOOO! T.T

HEART BROKE INTO THOUSAND PIECES! =(

AH !! MY NICE LONG LONG AND PINKISH FINGER NAILS ARE GONE!!! T.T

soooo sad!!!!

hahaha !

ohya
i found out something! cos my key pad was distroyed bcos of that
when i was trying to remove my nail polish
then i accidentally pour abit if the remover onto my key pad !
then then key pad started to "melt"
ah !
but lucky it is just only abit ~
but after realising the remover's effect sooo big...
i was really quite scared! i used that to remove my nail polish leh !!!!
what will happen if i keep using it ????...ah!! will my finger nails gone after sometime ?(will it "melt"like my key pad???）

ah ! SCARY !
hahah 1

(tmr then i post the photos of before removing and cuting of my nail and after removing and cutting of my nail ..)

beautiful skies!

2010-01-03T05:00:00.000+11:00

woah!!!

THEY ARE REALLY BEAUTIFUL!! RIGHT ???HAHAH

I REALLY LOVE LOVE LOVE THEM LOTS !!!!!

I WAS REALLY VERY EXCITED WHEN I SAW ALL OF THEM!!

LOOK AT THE SKY !!!

THERE IS NO WORD THAT CAN REALLY DIRCRIBE THEM!!!

THEY ARE JUST TOOOO NICE TOOO BEAUTIFUL FOR US TO DISCRIBE THEM LE!

i was really AMAZED to see alll these photos

cause it just CAUGHT MY ATTENTION when i saw them on facebook !

when i saw tthe sky

the clouds

the stars

i will be really really very very happy!

even if it is just a photo!

cos i can imagine how nice is the sky !

how wonderful is our God !

he created the beautiful sky !!

and he put all the stars on the sky

and draw the clouds every morning!

God is just too amazing!

he is really a ARTIST!

thank god that i love sky ~haha

it really make me happy when i see the sky !!!

really really very very very very happy !!!!!!!=Dhahah

as long as you are there

2010-01-02T03:32:00.001+11:00

as long as you are there ...
there will be peace in my heart

as long as you are there...
there will be smiles on my face

as long as you are there...
my heart will be secure

as long as you are there...
i heart will be filled with joy

as long as you are there...
ther will be courage for me to walk on

as long as you are there ...
i can dunwant everything but you

as long as you are there ...
i will have the strength to face each day

as long as you are there...
i wont be lost

as log as you are there ...
i will smile

as long as you are there...
i see hope

as long as you are there...
i found love

as long as you are there ...
my world will not be lacking of anything

as long as you are there
i know there will be someone holding my hand,never let me go,guiding me

as long as you are there
i know,you will be carrying me on your back when im tired

as long as you are there...
even i fall.i wont get any hurt.
as long as you are there....
i will be the girl whom you had first imagaine...

as long as you are there,i will hold on.lord,you are my strength .as long as you are there

2010-01-02T03:02:00.000+11:00

theres tears in my eyes when i wrote this post
cos to me.everything seems to b nt right at the moment
everything,
friendship.relationship.character,evrything

i was putting up a smile,which shows tat im fine,im ok,dun hv to worry abt me
but ,im not ,i just feel something really lack right now

im seeking god's face.but i cnt find it
im seeking his presence ,bt i cnt feel it
where r youy lord?...i really really need you god
you said when i search you with my whole heart,i shall find it

when evrything seems to really been soo messy ,
someone wrote this on msn to me :

even now

even when you think you can't feel him
believe in Him
you are right
when you say that everything on the earth
lacks
sometimes
even friendship
people u trust with everything
there would be imperfection
these are the times
you must really
cry out to God
for Him
he is perfect
just
be under his arms
his peace
his comfort
you know that despite everything
he loves you
and his love is perfect
even if the world is not
please, please
always rmbr his love
what he did for you
what he is doing for you
what he is going to do for you
His love
is right

the tears just really keep rolling down and down when i saw this
really ..i think,i dun have to always be a strong girl.i think ,this is the time for me to be weak girl for just 1 hour.just let my tears come down,no more holding back,no more using smiles to say tat im fine.

2010

2010-01-02T02:34:00.000+11:00

a brand new year,a brand new start~
there is many things i want God to change in my life this year
to transform me upside down!

there are too many many weak areas i have
too many until i cnt list them all down

i want to learn to be strong,
that i can just cut a something away easily ,and without been hestating
i want to be like ,once i know it is not right then just CUT away
but im too aunty to do it on my own ,i always love to hold back the things ,tats when i get hurts.

i want to grow to know him more,love him more and fulfil his will of my life
thats the aim i had in my life
i want to be vry vry close with him
i want to rely on him so much that every step i take,i will ask him before i move
i realised tat ,without him,my life is really in a mess!

the only thing i want to say
is tat ,God ,i need you in my life
i need you to guid me in 2010
i wan to follow your foot steps
every steps
every ups and dpwns
i want to follow
i want to be a follower of you oh lord,
so that i wont lost,.i wont live in a life full of mess
i invite you into my life oh lord,

thank you father ~

lord.i gave you my heart,my soul,my spirit oh god,
mold me ,change me ,use me oh god,
i am free for you oh god

here i am on my kneels oh god,
for you deserve everything from me ,even my life oh god~

from ,
the girl whom Jesus loves~esther guo hong xia

2010-01-01T12:51:00.000+11:00

HEY FRIENDS！！！
wish you guys a very very happy NEW YEAR!!!
woohoo!
lets IMPACT lifes together!!!! =D

2009-12-29T22:22:00.000+11:00

FIRST TIME WE WEARING BUKITPANJANG P.E T-SHIRT! =D

TRUST

2009-12-29T22:08:00.000+11:00

today i went to the camp again
today was quite special
cos we went to Esplanade
we played math game over there
the math games was quite though

thats not the point i want to say
the thing i wanted to say is,
wad i had learnt throughout tdy's outing

tdy was quite a fruitful day
the thing i learnt was
1)learn to step back ,and gav otrs a chance to lead
2)learn to trust other;
cos tdy when we were playing a game ,which requires one ppl to carry another person ,and then the rest got to ans the math questions .and when we answered correctly,we can move two steps,if wrong,got to move back one step.so i volunteer myself to carry a girl(who is the skinniest)
To my disapointment,when she came up to my back ,she just unable to relax,her body was very straight,tat makes me vry diff to carry her.we tried mny times ,but we failed.this shows tat she dont trust me bah..so inn the end,i choose to carry a girl who is 9/10 of my weight.she was really great, cos she trusted me.but the things when on,when i was carrying her,the girl who suppose to calculate the math sums,bcos of lacking the trust of her frens.she resist to tell the ans until she herself got the ans( cos otrs can tell her the ans,but she got to tell the station master that she confirm is the ans)then i was really frustrated.cos i was carrying a girl who is almost my weight..and i really vry vry tired!the game carried on more than 10 mins! and when we finally finished the game,the moment the girl came down from my back.i can really feel the pain! it is really really painful~~ but,i really thank the girl.thanks for your trust in me.=)

now i finally realised what is the feeling when ppl dont trust you

like how we doubt God~ how we dont trust in him ...

treally thank god that through the things happened,i learnt how to trust ppl ~=) thanks！

champion's mindset

2009-12-29T21:54:00.000+11:00

lets talk about ytd
i went to a 'camp'(which do not have to stay over)

it is about how to adjust ourselves when we enter to new sec sch life
i find the thing really useful

the guy who talk lots and lots of good and cool stuff
but the only thing which got my attention was:
"HAVING A CHAMPION MINDSET!"
it is basically about the way we think, we work
everything you do ,think of the doing it the BEST !
and do everything with a excllence mindset!

2009-12-28T03:04:00.001+11:00

i just went to some website.

and saw all these 'star star'necklace!

they are soooo nice!!! woah!!

love them lots

2009-12-27T05:17:00.001+11:00

this is the 'shooting star ' design keychain which i made for my sisters in Christ!~=)

this is actly a bookmark which without the strings

this is the other design of the keychain..it is a 'star'

there is the another colour one( which i didnt take photo of it)

it is the same design,just that the 'star' is gold in colour

yaya.this is the gold string which i use to make the keychains~!

and there is another colour which is purple

I spent lots of time making them...

but the best part is, everyone likes the keychains i made for them~ !

so happy that they like it ! =D

thank you girls! thanks for liking it !~

anyway !wish eveyone a happy merry xmas! =D

(eventhough its over)haha

if you like the keychains,you can ask me to make for you~=D

2009-12-27T03:01:00.001+11:00

today was really a great day!!woohoo!

cos some of my sisters and brothers were baptised!
im soo happy for them!!!
expecially weiping!
cos she is in SOPHIA!
haha

weiping and jiangyin~
jiayou!
continue to grow to love GOD!!
he is always there to watch you girls~
=)
aftr the service
we went to burger king to eat .hhaha

then we went home~~... =)

when i was on my way home
i look up at the sky
it is quite a disapointment that i didnt see any stars nor any moving clouds~ =(

ah!!!
i want to see STARS!!!!
THEY ARE REALLY BEAUTIFUL!

whenever i look at them
i will be AMAZED on the art work of my GOD JESUS!~~
=)

WOAH!!
REALLY LOVE THEM!!!=D

2009's xmas

2009-12-26T12:35:00.000+11:00

let's post something about 24th
CHRISTMAS EVE !

i spent my christmas eve with my dear sisters,SOPHIA!
we went to watch movie!(Alvin and the chipmunks)

we had lots of fun tgt!=)

hahah !

pearl--alvin's gf

me---theodore's gf!

joy--simon's gf!

group photo!!!

hahahaha ! =)

this is wad happened when i got really bored !

i thins i was waiting for Pearl ba... haha..so...i took a few pics

this is one of them..(at west coast park!)

aiyo ! dunno wad to write le~~~

oh ya !!1 lets talk about christmas day itself !

i went to church in the morning for christmas service

after that we went to yvonne's 18th (very very OLD AH )=p bday!

you know what sophia did to her?

this cool cool lady was forced to wear dress!

and we help her to put make up!!! woohooo!

she looks rreally really PRETTY!=p

you guys should really see the expressions she had during the 'torture' time! hahaha

can see her?the one at the very very left one !

see her FULL VIEW!!! wahahhah =p

(bt the way she stand .....aiyo! daughter got lots more to learn ah...)

hahha !this is roughly how i spent 2009's christmas!!! ahahha =)

2009-12-24T03:06:00.000+11:00

today i had a great day
went out with one of my friend.
we watched movie and walked around...

eventhough its just a simple day
bt i enjoyed it .=) haha

2009-12-22T14:05:00.000+11:00

i really love the X-FACTOR　camp!
God teaches me lots of things through the camp.
everyday seems to hav something happen
and i gt to ask God what is the best way to solve it
ands through all the things
i knw tat God's hand is there
he is there to teach me ,to guide me
cos without him,i thiink i would ruin all the things
there is something really touches my heart
and it was on the last two days of the camp

let me talk abt the day when we play high element games
i still rmb szeyen climbed up the stairs
and she suppose to jumb and catch the thing
bt,she dun dare,she jus stand there,
all the ppl down there was encouraging her
aftr a long while
she stil unable to over come the fear in her
she cried.i worried.
so the instruter ask her to sit on the thing ,and jus jump down
she did wad she was told
bt she dun dare to jump down.
and all the ppl was vry vry worry
i jus keep encourage her
bt it seems to b useless
bt ,suddenly,i shout to her,
SZEYEN!DONT WORRY! SOPHIA AND ME IS HERE TO CATCH YOU!
imediately after hearing wad i said
she jus JUMPED
tat really touches my heart
bcos she dun have faith in anyone
she dun have faith in what we encourage her
bt she have faith in SOPHIA
deep inside her she knw tat sophia is going to catch her,sophia is going to save her
tats y she jumped down aft such a long time
szeyen,i really love you !and thank you for having faith in sophia ❤

and the last day was really a 'crying day'
at first i cried bcos i really thankful to have sophia girls in my cell grp
they forgaves me when i raise my voice when things doesnt go right
so i cried ,
evryone was there to encourage me
then when one of the girls tell me something
and that thing jus strucked my heart
the tears jus keep rolling down and down
i jus kept crying
and the girls also start crying aftr they knw whats happening
we cried vry vry long
long until my eyes was damn pain and swollen
bt i really happy to see my girls cry(nt becos im siao)
bt bcos through the tears ..
it shows hw much sophia love one another! =D
and i really love sophia's CHEER!! woohooo ! tats sooo coool!
and girls,the best cheer is not wad we had created ,
bt is the things comes out from ur mouth naturally when one of sophia menber is down or facing defficulty
tats the best cheer you knw?!woohoo

through this camp,
i finally realize tat i really love sophia!love everyone in sophia
simply bcos they have a firery heart for god,they r all vry crazy ,they wil cheer one another up
they knw when is the right time to play,when is the right time to play
and MANY MANY MORE!

i really love the photo tat we hold our hands tgt and JUMP!
yes,we will nt only hold our hands to jump,
we will hold our hands tgt during the battle..
we will hold our hands tgt when one person is down..
we will hold our hands tgt when ppl go against us..
we will hold our hands tgt to win all the lose souls ..
we will hold our hands tgt ,so tat we wont fall away ..
we wil hold our hands tgt to ADVANCE GOD'S KINGDOM
we,SOPHIA ,we will HOLD OUR HANDS TGT TILL THE LAST DAY!

thank you girls for making merabel and cherie feel welcome in the camp
they acepted Christ is becos of your efforts
love you girls!

let us continue to love god,for he loves us first .!
let us continue to be crazy,
let us continue to show love and care in our cell grp and outside there
let us continue to advance god's kingdom!
woohoo!!!
whenever i think of you girls,
my heart will jus fill with HOPE AND LOVE!

all the girls,rmb,
Eunice,pearl and me is always here for you..
if u done anything wrong.
we r at ur back to support you to gave you strength!
so,dun worry ,jus do the things which pleases God!

WITH LOVES OF LOVE AND CARE!!!!
❤❤ ❤ ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

2009-12-21T23:58:00.002+11:00

when someone going to leave you
what will you do ?
will you cry ?
is crying the best method ?
obviously it is not the best method

but the stupid girl here choose to cry
cos her heart relly hurts
she cry nonstop
she jus let the tears run out of her eyes so freely
eventhough her eyes vry painful
bt she still choose to cry

when i heard frm this sister of mine that she is going ovrseas nex year
and nvr come back
right at that moment
my heart breaks into thousand pieaces
and the tears represent the blood frm the broken heart...

i truely love Sophia
every single girls is vry important in my eyes
i really cnt imagine what will happen if the day cme
what will i do ?
will i still cry ?
or will i smile and let her go ?
am i tat strong to hold back my tears?
i dunno....

girls...sisters....i love you !!

2009-12-17T13:09:00.000+11:00

WOOOHOOO！！！！

Im going camp today !

SOOOOO EXCITED !~=D

i wont be updating my blog until monday ~ (in the camp) wahahaha

YIPEEEE!~~~

MISS YOU GUYS!

AND WILL MISS MY COMP ~~~ hahahha =p

alright ! byebye ~~ mus miss me hor ! wahahha =p

cool!!! =D

2009-12-17T03:56:00.000+11:00

hahha...one of my friend sent me all this pics...cool right ? hah a

yeah!!! tmr im going camping le !! wahahah !

this is damn FUNNY！！！

2009-12-14T05:44:00.003+11:00

THIS IS COOL!

2009-12-14T03:46:00.000+11:00

THIS IS DAMN COOL!!!

do as follow,

1)stare at the black things in the centre for 30 secs

2)close ur eyes

3)look at the ceiling

THEN U WILL SEE SOMETHING COOL!!

PLS TELL ME WAD U SEE

"thank you"

2009-12-14T01:15:00.001+11:00

I found tat ,its very easy to say "thank u" to our friends than to our parents.

Sometime we just take things for granted.
Always have this thinking that ,what my parents gave me ,is wad i suppose to get .

And this was what God just show me 2 weeks back.And somehow,i just say "thank you "to my mum..it sounded weird at first...but i find something change after sometimes.it is tat ,the relationship between mum and me become bettr than last time.she will do more thing for me and scold me lesser than las time le.

Many times,we expect a "thank you " from our friends when we did something good,but ,have we really say "thank you "to our parents .? i think they deserve the "thank you " more than any of our friends..=)

And thats what God has really show me,God wants us to honor our parents.Been thankful and say a thank them with simple two words"thank u "is jus the foundation of honoring our parents~

HAVE YOU BEEN SAYING ''THANK YOU''TO UR PARENTS?
START NOW.ASK GOD TO HELP YOU !

AHHH MY TOE SWOLLEN!!!! =(

2009-12-13T03:15:00.000+11:00

EVERYTHING was GREAT today !

Sophia played dodgeball during cell time !
everything went great !
The girls was having a great time when they r playing the games .=D

THE most DUMB thing i did ...was kicked the chair!(accidentally)T.T
eh..mayb tat nt the dumb part..
the most dumb part was.....i still can play can run just now!(arnd 10p.m+ with my church ppl)
Bt now...even i laying on the bed ...typing this post...i can feel the PAIN!!! T.T (*CRY*)

Ah~~~ -.-///

hope tat tmr i can recover~ =)

2009-12-12T03:31:00.000+11:00

hahahh!
Im going to share with you on how i trick Eunice

She's sooo funny!
hahha

actly,i dun intend to trick..bt the things jus turn out like tat ,so,,,,(evil laughters)

You guys know who is theodore right ? hah

Cos when i was chatting with Eunice,then i always like to ask ppl if the cartoon is cute or not..
So,i asked her if Theodore is cute or not...
then she replied..

(this is our conversation on msn..)

"Theodore?! Who's that ?''<---eunice

esther!~ ❤ 说:

a super cute guy !
super handsome!
i gt take pic with him!
hahah
and
eunice
i fall in love with him~"<---start to trick her,cos she dunno who is theodore.=p

eunice 说:

HAHAHA
who is he?!?!1<--- i thot she was stunned ,cos she paused quite awhile then reply me

esther!~ ❤ 说:
^.^ V<-- so i gave her a vry happy face~(i was laughing vry loudly)

eunice 说:
from where?

esther!~ ❤ 说:
eh
nt sure
usa?
USA?<---was thinking where the movie is from.hah ..=p

eunice 说:
ohh...
hahaha very cutee (i don't know who is it

esther!~ ❤ 说:
lol
then u say he cute
-.-

eunice 说:
coz u say maa

esther!~ ❤ 说:
hahha
i see
u want see his pic pic?<---i was very excited to show her the pic,see hw she will react.hah =p

eunice 说:
orhh!

esther!~ ❤ 说:
oh
ok
wait ah
i show u
<----
DADA!!! <----cos i put Theodore's pic as my msn DP
theodore!
standing next to me!!
wearing green shrit !!1
WAHAHAHAHAAHAH
you super cute !!<---- i thot she was tricked by me...=p
hah
in my DP
heh

eunice 说:
0.O///

esther!~ ❤ 说:
hahhah

eunice 说:
-.-

esther!~ ❤ 说:
were u shocked jus nw?
hahhaha

eunice 说:
nooo
i thought like what
a swimmer or something
chey!!!! <-----AIYO!!! after all,she is my smart smart leader...aiya,,,hard to trick her..-.-///

esther!~ ❤ 说:
...
chey
i thot u will think tat i like a guy
hah=p

eunice 说:
i velly smart one la<---ya,she is!~ hah =）

END OF　ＴＨＥ CONVERSATION

❤yaya.this pic AGAIN~

hah! i really FALL IN LOVE WITH HIM!

he's super CUTE!

hahah

yaya..he is THEODORE!!!❤

2009-12-12T01:08:00.000+11:00

yesterday,i went to watch movie with my beautiful Sophia girls!!

then i saw theodore !~~ (not real one obviously)hahah

SUPER CUTE RIGHT???

haha !

so i took a photo with him!!

when one of my beautiful sophia girl tell me tat ,

im wearing the same colour shorts as him!(eh,no,he wearing shirt)hahah! =p

Alvin is -->bynes

simon---> weiyang

theodore--->me!!! yipeeeeee! =p

2009-12-11T14:49:00.000+11:00

Lets talk abt wad i heard from god during ytd's prayer meeting .

Honestly.when i was praying and singging,I cant feel god's presence at all,not at all ,and that makes me feel very sad.

so, I force myself to think of wad good thing God has done in life,thinking that when i know hw much good thing he has done ,then i will be more thankful ,and then i can feel his presence.
Eventhough the thing he has done in my life was alot alot ,but during the time ,i just don't feel thankful at all.

i really hate it when i don't feel thankful to God
and i really don't like it when i can't feel God's presence when i pray (eventhough i know that he was there,bt i jus cant connect with him ~)

So,i prayed this prayer...
"Lord.break my heart Oh God! break it, father ! break it ! so that i can be thankful to you ,i can feel you !~guide me! for the road infront of me was dark,i cant see anything father.''

Things never change during the 45mins of prayer ,my heart wasnt break.
I still unable to feel his presence at all.I felt really disapointed .
Thats the time when i start blaming myself for not praying vry often.

When i really have no hope for the prayer meeting, thinking tat, im going to go hme with a prayer meeting which without his mighty presence.

But things just change when we start to worship God after the 45 mins of prayer.
Everyone who was kneeling on the floor to pray during that 45mins was told to stand up.
So i did wad was told.I sang the song without any meaning to me .im just like a robot singing the lyrics out .
While i was singing,my strength starts to be like run out of my body.
So,i kneel on the floor,with my head on the floor.
And that is the time God started breaking my heart .
At that time ,my tears jus come out ,and i can feel the peace withing me.
i can feel that God is infron of me to touch my hair.

And he start to talk to me ,this is wad he said,
"My Hong xia .you r precious in my eyes ,don't worry,i have never leave you ,and i always here with you ,you have went through alot of hardship this few weeks,i know , but ,don't worry ,just press on. that is the time when i start to change you ,and im preparing you for the great work . After you have went through all the hard times .That is the time you r truely rise up.That is the time when the fire is send to u again .That is the time when you can pray none stop .And , that is the time when you truely become a great leader .Don't worry my girl,i am always here with you ,you are always under my wings.i will always carry you on my back when you fall down .my hand is always here with you "

When i was listening to wad he was telling me .I can really feel that i was really under his wings.he is there to cover me .no matter what thing i had done wrong,He is there to help me .

After the worship ,Mr Zhang asked the ppl to go infront to share about the vision or what God has tell us during the 45mins prayer meeting .

Some of of them went out,and one of my cell grp menber,weiping,she went up to share also,and she start crying .MrZhang asked me to stand beside her,bt,that timei jus can't stand up.i got no strength ,the strength was like as if they had all run out of my body .So i never stand beside her to encourage her,(im sorry weiping.)

Anyway ,i never went up to share ,cos i dun have the courage,i wanted ,but,i knw that if i went up to share , i will surely cry .yaya...

After everything,Mr zhang came up to me ,and he tell me that , he say he believe ,eunice and pearl went overseas and absent on sat is for a reason,he said he believe that ,it was God's plan ,to prepare me for the great work.
What he say was what i think last week,so,now i can be vry confirm that it was from God.

Ya thank you father! thanks for loving HongXia so much ! =)Thank you fatehr that never once you had left me alone.Thank you that ,eventhough in my sipiritual walk,i may walk slowly,bt you slow down your footsteps,so that you can encourage me on my way to you ~ Thank You !! ❤

thank you God !!! =D thanks for loving me~~ ❤

2009-12-10T13:03:00.000+11:00

YEAH !
the bad thing has gone!
and the NEW day has began!!!

im not going to hold on to the bad things
bt to gav it all to God
cos he knw wad im doing~

Thank God tat i can see the stars ytd night ~
Thank God that im still survive !
Thank God tat im nt prefect bt he still loves me!!
Thank God for the good rest ytd !~
THANK YOU JESUS!!! =D

2009-12-10T04:08:00.000+11:00

today sooo happy !!
not because of the day i spent
bt because of the stars !!!

cos when i am on my way home tonight
it was about 11.45 p.m

somehow i jus look at the sky ~
then ,i saw LOTS of STARS !~!

Did i told u tat i love stars and i love the sky ?
heheh
cos dunno y ,when im sad ,i will look at the sky ,then it will make me happy ~ =)

and I was vry excited when i see the stars!
cos normally when i look at the sky ,
i can hardly see any stars ...(sad)

when i saw the stars ..
it makes me think abt the days i spent in china~
the stars was like WOAHHHHH!!!!!(*the sound i usually will make*) (1000 times more than singapore!!)

i stil rmb when i was arnd 7or 8 years old..
tat time i went to stay in the village
i think it was mid-autumn festival.
then when i stay outside of the house~

WOAHHH!!! the stars was SOOOO mny !! i think more than millions of them !! super nice!!!

I REALLY MISS THE TIME WHEN I SPENT IN CHINA!~
i really hope that i can go to the village once again when i go back to china ~ hehe
cos my house in china cnt really see the stars ,cos it was in a city,and then due to air pollution..then no stars at all ..T.T

and only in the village ,the air was not that polluted ,then can see the stars clearly~~

2009-12-09T02:31:00.000+11:00

today was quite a peaceful day ~
everything goes prefectly good~

bt,theres one thing tat hurts me (not really hurt la )
was when i send a friend of mine a msg
to encourage her on her walk with God
the reply she gave was quite hurtful..

bt when i chat with bynes
he told me tat ,his friend was vry depress and so on
and he say that ,when he saw one of the old shopping centre which is going to tear down
and he say ,when a old building is going to tear down.
bt it is goig to be rebuild into a new shopphing centre

so ,i think wad he say was quite true ~
i knw that god is going to tear down the old building in her life
and he is going to rebuild a nice nice building in her life!~

=)
thanks bynes

the old will be gone~!

the new is coming soon!~

who tell u to call me PRAWN????? =)

2009-12-07T01:58:00.001+11:00

2009-12-06T04:52:00.000+11:00

eunice,
i want to tell u that
no matter what the world thinks about u
no matter hw ppl looks at u
you always have GOD and SOPHIA with you !

no matter wad the ppl outside there is saying abt u
jus got to ignore it
bt,remenber,you still have GOD and SOPHIA

the ppl out there may not understand u
bt ,remenber,you have GOD and SOPHIA who understands you

LOVES YOU ALWAYS!

ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ　ｅｕｎｉｃｅ！

2009-12-06T03:11:00.000+11:00

突然发现

有些时候在一起太久
大多数的时间会去找别人的缺点
而往往忽略了她的优点

有些时候在一起久了~
就会忘了其实自己很爱那个人
自己对她的爱其实在相处中慢慢的发芽

直到昨天
我为了做一个video，就为了让她开心
一直做到6点~
没睡多久。。。

和今天看到她那开心的脸我也觉好开心
看到她哭~我的心就超痛的~

那时，我才发现，我其实很喜欢eunice
真的真的很喜欢

看到她每天那么的坚强
从来都不把有愁放在脸上
就是为了别人不为她担心
而自己却担心这我们sophia人的事情

真的很谢谢神把这么好的leader 放在我的生命里！
在这么特别的一天
我要祝她生日快乐！！！！=）

IＬＯＶＥYOU

2009-12-05T13:02:00.000+11:00

AHHH!!!!
i slept at 6 am.and wake up at 9 am!!!
Oh no!~~ im tired !!!(*yawn*)

hope tat i wont slp in church~ muahhahha
bt hor,the pig which slp at the same time as me ,
still havent wake up~ haha
tat shows im not pig!~
and he is a real pig~ wahhahhahahah =p

how god looks at his ppls

2009-12-05T02:01:00.000+11:00

today when i was readig my bible during QT
i wanted to cotinue from the page i had read ytd
but,suddenly,i heard a voice in my heart that i shld restart reading the book of matthew.
read and understand about how Jesus leads his disciples

so,tdy is the first time i really go and read the bible word by word ,
and ask god why does Jesus do tat
and does Jesus say that

And i realised something..is the way Jesus looks at his discples..

when Jesus first met with 2 of his 12 discples
the first sentence he said was"follow me ,and i will make u fishers of men"(matthew 4:19)
and from the other verses matthew 5:13-16, he mention that we are the light the salt of this world

I realised that ,Jesus always look at us of who we will become in the future ,not who we r now .

many times ,we pray that we will have more faith in God ,but,Jesus ,he always have faith in his ppl..even the first two discples nvr even start preaching the word of God,and haven't even start evangelise,and haven't even win a single soul .but he already have faith in them.

so i learn that ,as a leader,we got to believe and have faith in the ppl we r leading,not to think of who she/he is now,but look at who she/he will become in the future!~

jiayou !=)

AMEN!

where are all my friends?

2009-12-04T13:16:00.000+11:00

啊！都这么晚了！9：50 am
可是我的msn 里面的朋友只有6 /200+ online leh !!
i was wondering isit something wrong with my msn acc?
or all f my friends become piggy le ~?

ahhh!!!
i msged matthew,and ask him whtr he is online or not .
bt he didnt reply me !
so ii shld take it as he still slping ?
hehe

aiyo ! sianx~

thank god

2009-12-03T01:53:00.000+11:00

啊！
今天对我来说是一个超痛的一天！
因为早上一起来，我的肚子就开始痛了起来！！！
真的是痛到我连讲话的力气都没有了！

我连走路都不能直着腰走，要不然会超痛~

我在忍受疼痛一个多小时候
我就到我的床上躺着
无缘无故中，我在疼痛中唱着worship songs
然后就开始祈祷

i tol god tat,my body is his
my everything comes from him
and ask him to heal me

大概10几20分钟后我就真的不痛了！~=）

THANK GOD！~ (smile)

2009-12-02T05:04:00.001+11:00

ahhh~~!
its 2 am le !~ haha

GOOD MORNING FRENS!~~=) lol

(random) =p

2009-12-02T01:34:00.000+11:00

today its a great day like wad i had said ytd!~ hah
everything goes vry smooth~

and lighthouse SOPHIA got its own blog and facebook!!!=)

add us at facebook!
godlovessophia@gmail.com

and blog!
www.god-loves-sophia.blogspot.com

ADD US!~=)

ehehhe !~

2009-12-01T14:30:00.000+11:00

HEY FRIENDS!

if u got nothing to do at home from 18dec to 21 dec

please sign up for the camp!~

its 20 dollars

theres lots of fun activities!~

come !~

join me !~

if u dun hav my number ,then leave a comment on the tagbox =)

HOPE TO SEE YOU!~

用眼睛拍下美丽的时光

2009-12-01T14:09:00.000+11:00

前几天

我在写卡片送给老师的时候

突然好多好多的图片出现在我的脑海里

这老师跟我认识了六年

她从一年级开始教我

算是她看着我长大的把

我也看着她结婚

生子

成为妈妈

当我在写卡片的时候

心就好感动哦

因为她陪我走了一段很长的路

当我写着以前发生的事情时

突然灵感一来

我就写出了这么一句话

“别人用相机拍下美丽的时光，

用日记记下快乐的回忆。

而我，

用眼睛拍下美丽的时光，

用心记载快乐的回忆。”

这段话很美吧？（呵呵呵）

我真的好喜欢这段话 (*^__^*) 嘻嘻

一起记载美丽的时光ba

2009-12-01T14:06:00.000+11:00

昨天我去买了一本相册

是粉色的~ 很美很美~

为什么买相册？

因为我突然发现我们的生命好短

所发生的东西太快了

而因为科技越来月发达的原因

我们直接把拍好的相片放上facebook然后就可以了

越来越少的人（特别是青少年）

会去把相片洗出来

时间过了

新的，更美的相片被拍出来了

我们往往会把旧的相片从电脑里给删了

这样的话

等我们长大以后

想看看自己11岁，12，13，14，15，16，17，18.。。。岁时长的是什么样的时候

我们都没有地方可以看了

因为全都被我们给删了

这样的话，等以后长大，一定会后悔的

所以

我决定从明年起

开始做记录

把美好的时光给拍出来

然后洗出来

等我老了时候

这肯定会成为美丽的回忆的

哈哈

如果你也跟我想的一样的话

我们就一起努力把~

把美好的回忆留起来~=）

2009-12-01T03:10:00.001+11:00

明天会更好！！！加油吧！ GOD　IS WITH ME!~ =)

用笑遮掩一切

2009-11-30T02:38:00.000+11:00

最近好多事情发生

让我好烦
很少流泪的眼睛
最近却开始工作了
泪就这样不争气的一直流

慢慢的
我学会了用笑来隐藏一切
不让别人懂我的心其实、真的哭了

可是我不能让我的组员们看到我不开心的一面
要不然她们会担心的
也不想影响她们的心情

会的
我会笑的！~
会很开心的笑的~

学会用笑遮掩一切

2009-11-30T01:54:00.000+11:00

最近好多事情发生！

让我好烦
很少流泪的眼睛
最近却开始工作了
泪就这样不争气的一直流

慢慢的
我学会了用笑来隐藏一切
不让别人懂我的心其实、真的哭了

可是我不能让我的组员们看到我不开心的一面
要不然她们会担心的
也不想影响她们的心情

会的
我会笑的！~
会很开心的笑的~

2009-11-27T13:42:00.000+11:00

我现在好无聊哦！！！！
啊~

保龄球赛！

2009-11-22T03:24:00.000+11:00

今天我们教会有保龄球比赛！（woah !!~~~ *SCREAM*!!!!)

刚开始每个人都好期待哦！~（特别是我！~哈哈）

不过~。。。。

当我要扔保龄球的时候。。。。（有点不想说。。）
我就*&！~@#@#@！~ （跌倒了！-.-)
超丢脸的！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
那时候我真想找一个地方躲起来啊~！！（可是本人太大只，没地方躲。哈哈）

可是...我的SOPHIA menbers 都超high 的！
她们都不管我的死活就在哪儿笑~~（不用说，所有的人都懂我。。。跌倒。。。）

啊啊啊啊！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！！
好丢脸哦！！！！（有点不想活了啦！~）

最‘幸运’的就是。。。我又再次&@￥#￥#…… （跌到了！！！-.-///)
经过这两次的跌倒的经验。
我能100%的保证。。。我跟那地板有仇！！！
那死地板害我跌倒两次！~~~（虽然是自己的错。。哈哈哈）

经过那两次的跌倒
我的神经开始变得不正常了~（笑）
因为只要sophia 一有人打中球~我就像疯子一样叫~！

俗话说的好“只要跟疯子在一起，正常人也会变疯子”（自己瞎编的~还编的不错！哈）

所以sophia 在我这疯子的"带领下”也变疯狂了！(哈哈哈）
我们全部的人都一直在那儿喊！~

虽然有很多人往我们这边看。可是我们全部都不管！~（我们脸皮比较厚~哈哈）

虽然我们很疯~
可是，每个人都玩的超开心的！~
我们超有TEAM　ＳＰＩＲＩＴ（×laugh×）

可是，玩完之后，我的喉咙真的好痛哦！（这证明了我喊了多大声　　哈哈）

今天虽然有很多倒霉的事（那地板害的）不过，我真的好喜欢今天的保龄球赛哦！
很棒！！！～～

2009-11-14T14:59:00.000+11:00

昨天在elissa家帮她染头发呢！~哈哈哈

还没染头发之前就线拍拍照留恋哈哈哈 ~

哇~我很讨厌那染头发东西的味道！好臭哦！我差点晕倒所以我就带了那口罩哈哈哈

我也好想染头发啊！~可是我不能染 ~啊！~

elissa 在染头发时一直在那边很担心我会把她的头发给然坏

（真是的，都不信我的技术。呵呵）

不过整个染头发的过程蛮好玩的！~

miracles

2009-11-09T18:37:00.000+11:00

今天，我们学校对Ngee Ann sec

我们的队员每个都非常紧张

刚开始她们全部都没有玩的很好

我就跟着她们十分紧张

之后，main spiker jiayu 就出来

她就坐在我的旁边

突然间，我想起了昨天pastor 说的话

就是为别人祈祷

所以我就问她好不好

刚开始她就说不用了

我就不懂该怎么办

于是我就跟神说

之后，我又在问她一次，

这次她居然答应了！~

所以我就帮她祈祷，希望神能帮她不要那么紧张，然后让她

打很好

之后，他就进场打

她就打的非常好!

当她出场时，她就跟我说她真的没有那么害怕!

之后我们再打第二场时，我们的分数和对方的很接近

她们都非常紧张

于是我就一直在那儿为她们祈祷

看似赢不了的情况下。我反而不紧张，只想到have FAITH

GOD is going to help us

没想到一切正如我所祈祷的一样！

我们赢了！

那女的就非常高兴！她就一直谢谢我为她们祈祷

我就说'don't thank me ,but thank my GOD.'

我就顺便跟她们说神是有多好

有些女的又那么一点点动摇

i believe that one day they are going to come to know GOD！

and from the things that happened ytd and today

i realised that god is going to use us as long as we willing to let

him use us

and holy spirit is going to guid us if we willing to let him guid.!

PRAISE YOU GOD !!!!!

YOU ARE WONDERFUL!!!!!!MUACKS!

2009-11-09T18:22:00.000+11:00

昨天

有一个外国的pastor 来我们教会传道

我真的超喜欢他所传的东西

也很喜欢他传道的方式

因为非常好笑也很容易懂

而且所传的东西也很有意义

当他问我们谁需要他帮我们祈祷

然后叫我们下去让他帮我们

当他一开始祈祷时

i can feel the power of GOD move super strongly !（不懂怎么用

华文说）哈哈

之后，

当他来到我面前时

i can feel that there is a fire burning on my forehead !

it is very hot ,

and when he pray for me ,

the heat runs down to my chest

and my tears just kept rolling down

and he suddenly said:“i know that you had been reaching out to

alot of ladies ,and they keep rejecting you ,don't worry,jus go

ask them,because they are going to come .And go ahead to pray

for your friends,eventhough they may not agree,but just pray for

them."

when i heard about all that .

i really was very touched

because God is really looking after me ~he knows what im doing

and knows what are the difficulties that i am facing !~ i cried

even harder after what GOD has say through pastor Rusty

God,Thank you !~

Now,i know that im the chosen one ,im the one u chose to do the

things that u had ask me to do! thank you !~

2009-11-06T18:58:00.000+11:00

曾经，排球对我来说是一个再熟悉不过的运动

我爱它。因为它可以算是我来新加坡其中一个最大的收获

它带给我很多快乐的回忆。

曾经。球赛，球场对我来说都是再熟悉不过的东西了

可因为两年没有真正的练球的关系

今天，再次站上球场

本以为会像以前那样自然的打球。

可我发现。

我不再有以前的轻松了

如今当我站在球场内一种很久没有过的害怕和紧张再次回

来

我真的不想再打球了。。。

以前那个站在球场充满信心的虹霞不见了

我真的不想打了。。。

当我一有这种念头出现

我心底就会有着一股热忱，一股爱打球的火一直燃烧着

这让我了解，想放弃排球。不容易。

就在这是我就会想到。我有神在我身边。我是可以的。我不

会放弃的

我。自己对自己说

明年的今天

我会再回来。

我，郭虹霞，将在明年的今天回来这个让我害怕的场地

再次回到以前那个站在球场有着自信心的虹霞

一定会回来的

如果不是耶稣帮我的话

我想。我的梦。将在今天结束。不再有反悔的机会。

THANK you GOD !

I will SHINE！

because,LORD,you are WITH me

so,im FEARLESS!

you are my STRENGTH!

2009-11-03T14:02:00.000+11:00

今天没有去上课 ~
因为病还没好~
累啊~

生病好累哦~
一直没有力气
不过~正常人都会生病的
所以，是正常人都需要神！
呵呵

（发烧应该不轻..自己在说什么也不懂了）。。

昨天生病还去打球呢~
今天就更难好了 ~
不懂明天病会不会好

2009-11-02T01:14:00.001+11:00

it is for us to rise up as a destiny impactor !
we hav been slping these few months !
it is time to wake up !
and it is time to FOCUS on winning souls !

2009-11-01T13:18:00.001+11:00

今天....
一早起来就发现喉咙真的好痛哦~~~
我连开口说话都好痛哦~

昨天在教会的时候还可以在那边玩
说话大大声。。。
可今天。。。我连说话都好难了哦~

真是的！最讨厌生病了！~
啊~~~~~~~~~~~~~~！

今天不能去教会了~~~唉 ~~

2009-10-31T02:21:00.000+11:00

每一个人的背上都背着一个十字架慢慢的往前走。。。他们都有着共同的目标。

而有些人走到了半路，他们撑不住了，就丢神说：把十字架砍掉一点点，我能够背的更好。

于是，他就停下来把十字架砍短了一些。。。

砍短后的十字架显得很轻，他继续被其他的十字架。开心的上路了

走着走着。。。

之后他又觉得自己背上的十字架很重。。于是，他要求把十字架再砍短一些些

砍完后，他又继续背起十字架。向前走。。。。

当他来到了隔了一个洞的山崖。。他不禁吓了一跳。

他看着每一个人都用这自己的十字架来过那坐隔了一个大洞的山崖。

他也试着用自己的十字架来过那山崖。。可是。。太短了~

这时，他发现，一切都太晚了。他过不去了。。

而，如今，我们很多人都如图中的男子，每当我们背不起十字架时，我们都把它一次又一次的砍短。。。

2009-10-25T02:15:00.000+11:00

今天去完教会我就和我的朋友去篮球场玩!
可是，我超倒霉的！

因为当我在跟晓峰学rollerblade,
他尽然拉着我快快跑！！！
不用说也懂。。。。我摔倒了-.-
超痛的！
最倒霉的是，有一个人把喝过的咖啡袋扔在那边！
我不小心就打到了那个！
剩下的一些咖啡就倒在了我的腿上！-.-'''

不过到头来，我们玩的到时很开心！

^ ^
( ^___^ ) <------ 小兔子！哈哈哈。朋友弄得！
0) . (0
(lll) (lll)

so near,yet so far

2009-10-19T03:24:00.000+11:00

当我慢慢的想走进你的心
你离开了

当我伤心完
终于作出了决定
把我对你的感情锁住时
你又再次不经意的把我心上的锁给解开了

你的手上拿着无形的钥匙
每当你解开我心上的锁头时
我又再一次面对痛苦
再一次面对决定

你几时才会懂呢？

2009-10-18T00:34:00.000+11:00

今天bynes回来教会了！
很高兴他回来
真的很谢谢神帮他把他的脚给医治好！
我好好奇他的脚伤
很想看看他动过手术候的脚会变怎样
可是没有机会看到（好像有点坏，别人脚受伤我还想看他的脚。）
哈哈
今天没什么好写的哈哈

yeah ,exams over !

2009-10-14T18:58:00.000+11:00

yeah!!!

no more exams !!!!!

im freeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!

thank God !!

=D

老师的礼物

2009-09-30T23:16:00.000+10:00

今天我们的数学老师（就是那个我很喜欢的老师）她自己缝了图上的那些东西给我们呢！

她还亲自做了muffin给我们吃呢！！

当我看到那些礼物时，我真的很高心！也很感动！因为她花了好几个月缝给我们班的每一个人呢！！！当我想到她在缝要送给我的图案时，那种专心的表情就让我很感动。

而且每个人的图案都一样呢！

当我看到老师缝给我的图案时，我真的很开心！甚至有点想哭

她是按照没个人的个性来缝的，她缝给我的是小天使呢！可爱吧？

老师！谢谢您！=）我真的很喜欢！

2009-09-29T21:56:00.000+10:00

今天在回家的路上看到了以前的排球队友

感觉我们之间的有一变了

我们以前是同甘共苦的队友
我们互相支持
我们互相学习
我们一起被教练骂
我们一起在教练背后说坏话。。
我们一起在比赛时鼓励对方
虽然我们在联系的时候非常辛苦
不过我们的努力神都看到了
我们最终拿到了第一名

可是一切的一切都不再一样了

我们曾经经历过的所有事情
已经在她离开的那一天
画上了一个美丽的句号.

脚流血

2009-09-27T23:05:00.000+10:00

不小心踢到东西然后脚就受了伤。

哇。很疼呢！

跳舞的服装

2009-09-27T20:41:00.000+10:00

这些都是昨天跳舞时穿的衣服！

thank u father

2009-09-27T01:57:00.000+10:00

今天中秋节晚会表演
而我是其中一个跳舞的人
刚开始我们先去把衣服换成跳舞服
那是我超兴奋！
因为我从小就喜欢站在舞台上

之后当我们换完衣服，
我们就开始化妆（我其实都不会。是pearl帮我的）
之后我们还要把所有的头发都绑起来
我很少在外面把头发全都绑起来
因为我不喜欢

之后我们就在honor room 休息一下然后去彩排
在休息时候
尽然有一个一起跳舞的阿姨突然跟我说我的forehead很好看。。
然后还讲我的forehead 很有福气，不会有很多坏事发生在我的身上（哈哈）
那是我只是一直笑，因为不懂要回答什么

之后我们就去彩排了
在彩排的两次里
我都状况连连，因为我一直把舞步给记错

之后表演开始了
我们没有机会再练习了
我们跳舞的人就在一起祈祷
我就请求神帮我记住舞步

没想到我们正式上台表演时
我竟然没有忘记舞步！
所有的舞步都记得很清楚！

真的要谢谢神!
y因为有他，我才能成功！

thank you father !=)

2009-09-26T10:40:00.000+10:00

In your might,we regained hope.

Father of glory,light of dawn we see

asking wif motive,we often had

forget to wait,we complaints severals times

miracles of wonder,too busy to pray

yet praying for a time to rest,to slack n to play

but where's our relationship wif god,thats counts.

we brag,we boast,n complaints,yet nothing seems right

empty-heart n lost,only you can tell

the world turns around,every hour.yet you never too weak to rest.

crying to tears,when we drift n fall

loving n fair,you shown from above

drop the crown,on the throne of yours

rushing to save us from all you can,Father of glory

with a heart of longing,we felt unworthy n guilty

as we always commit again,not what our wills is but yours

for you roams n reigns,becos you can as we knew n trust

doing to please your sight,glory for your kingdom sake.we'll tell...of your goodness n love.

xia yu

2009-09-24T23:43:00.000+10:00

每天早上我都是7点出门
而迎接我的都是灿烂的太阳

今天，灿烂的太阳不见了
却变成了乌云一片
整个天都变的非常的黑

我知道肯定要下大雨了
那时我在等车上学
如果下大雨的话
我上学肯定全身都会湿掉的！

所以我就祈祷
我说，神，请您先帮把雨收住，等我到学校才让雨下下来

没想到本来应该就要下的雨尽然没有下呢！

正当我下车一走进到学校里的时候
雨突然就大大颗颗的下！！

之后我就觉得神真的好爱我！
他为了我让雨晚下，这样我就不会被雨淋湿

jesus! i love you !=)

2009-09-22T23:15:00.001+10:00

我的新目标就是要让yue seng pas 他明年的o level 华文！！哈哈

回到过去．

2009-09-20T20:40:00.000+10:00

当时间一天一天的过了
我们跟着时间一起长大
梦想也跟着时间一天一天的改变
我们的思想
我们想要的东西
全部都变了！
变的不一样．．．

不一样了。。。再也不一样了．．
再也不能像小时候那么的天真
再也不能像小时候那么的容易被满意
再也不能像小时候那样轻松，那样的没烦恼

思想也不一样了。。
我还记得小时候有一个老师问我们将来长大的梦想是什么
让我印象最深刻的是一个女孩她说她长大想当妈妈
那时全班都在笑她
因为大家都说要当警察，医生，律师或老师
可是回头想想
那小女孩是多么的天真．．她小时候的梦想是多么的单纯
多么的简单
如今，我想那小女孩的梦想也变了，不再像以前那么的单纯了

有时真的好希望有一个能让我回到过去的机器

我想回去。。。
然后不再回来．．
放下一切的一切，回到小时候．．．
我不想长大了
我想像小时候那样傻傻的，别人说什么就信什么
我想像小时候那样开心的笑
我想像小时候那样就算有坏事发生还能无忧无虑
我想像小时候那样，就算跌倒了，还能坚强的站起来，拍拍自己的脚，然后开心的跟妈妈说我没事　
我想像小时候那样，就算被妈妈打，大哭一场后还能一把鼻涕一把泪的要妈妈买糖给我吃
小时候真美。。。

现时好假。
每个人说得话都不一定是实话
就算是自己，有时连自己都在欺骗自己
把自己送下自己挖的陷阱（然后自己就变得无法自拔）

我好想像一个小婴孩
回神的身边

回到他的怀里

因为只有他，唯有他，我才能在一次变回小孩

只有他，我不需要担心

不需要怀疑

不需要有任何负担

不需要一切的一切

只有在他的面前。。

我才能变回小时候的郭虹霞

那样的单纯，那样的无忧无虑

只有在他的面前。。

我不是任何人，不是一个排球员，不是一个组长，不是一个鼓手。

什么都不是．．

我只是郭虹霞。。

我只是一个他爱，他疼的女孩。。

一个他每天都想每天都看到脸挂着笑容的女孩。

一个他不想看到有任何不开心的女孩

一个他每天都像爸爸那样把自己的宝贝放在手里．

回到过去．回到小时候．回去．

2009-09-19T01:01:00.000+10:00

我会开心的笑的。。

记得。我爱你❤

NEW REVIVAL!

zoo~~~ 15march!

many things happened

look at the stars ~ =D

velvet valentine's day

fever ...but healed! =D

hehe ! my valentine's day

if you be my star ,i will be your star

stars

avatar !!! =D

cookies

dance !＝Ｄ

SKY !

durian!

a brand new year ! brand new day ! =)

thank god for his protection!

school uni with the tie =p

campfire

haha ! fun day ! =D

1st day of school! =)

NAILS

beautiful skies!

as long as you are there

2010

TRUST

champion's mindset

2009's xmas

cool!!! =D

this is damn FUNNY！！！

THIS IS COOL!

"thank you"

AHHH MY TOE SWOLLEN!!!! =(

thank you God !!! =D thanks for loving me~~ ❤

who tell u to call me PRAWN????? =)

ｌｏｖｅ ｙｏｕ ｅｕｎｉｃｅ！

how god looks at his ppls

where are all my friends?

thank god

用眼睛拍下美丽的时光

一起记载美丽的时光ba

用笑遮掩一切

学会用笑遮掩一切

保龄球赛！

miracles

so near,yet so far

yeah ,exams over !

老师的礼物

脚流血

跳舞的服装

thank u father

xia yu

回到过去．

ｌｏｖｅ　ｙｏｕ　ｅｕｎｉｃｅ！